

7:28 pm
I am the only one who supports my emotions/feelings (if we can even say that) but I don’t even know how to do that so I think I am pretty tired. I’m drained. trying to understand and debunk my feeling and reactions when I don’t understand and then when I think that maybe I am, I invalidate myself in someway. It just doesnt make sense to me and i need it to make sense. I almost feel irrational even if I’m not. I unfortunately don’t give myself much time to process things, eith
Feb 163 min read


10:04 am
I’m not an everything shower girl. I wish I was but I’m not. I was showering today and I realized that. The idea of washing your hair, shaving, exfoliating, and then still lather rinse and repeating?? I’m sorry no and I don’t want to be a prune by the end and that is just a long time in the shower. Time I do not usually have, I might add. I like doing them separate. To be fair, I don’t need to wash my hair and shave as often as most, but that isn’t really the point. The ‘ever
Jan 192 min read


7:48 pm
It’s a weird thing to be scared to do something you like know you would be good at but for some reason don’t think you will be. Like whenever I see someone looking or staring at me I am convinced I am doing something wrong and/or they are thinking badly of me. But I am also just learning and if they told me what I need to do or do better, I would. It doesn’t mean there is something wrong with me or I can’t do anything right, there could just be a better way which is totally o
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